SHARE OUR FEELINGS

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Comment by POLINA TZAKOVA on December 10, 2008 at 8:27am

Welcome to us!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! LOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I DO HAVE FEELINGS AND I AM NOT AFRAID TO SHOW OR SHARE THEM. I AM FACING A NEW VOLUME OF MY LIFE. THIS IS A REVOLUTION, A HAPPY ONE!!!!!!! I NEED SO MUCH TO SHARE IT.................
ON THE OTHER HAND, I WORRY ABOUT MY BROTHER. WE HAS DETECTED CANCER IN THE MOUTH SOME MONTH AGO. HE IS DISTANT AND PRACTICALLY ABSENT OF MY LIFE. HOWEVER HE NEEDS HELP. BUT HE REJECTS IT. I EVEN OFFERED HIM AND HIS WIFE TO GO TO MY NATIVE COUNTRY AND BE OF HELP THERE. THE ANSWER WAS "NOOOOOOOOOO"..............I KNOW THE REASON, THEY WANT ME FAR AWAY FROM OUR INHERITANCE (MINE AND MY BROTHER'S). WHEN I LEARNT ABOUT HIS ILLNESS I TOLD HIM TO USE MY PART FOR HIS HEALING. THAT MEANS A LOT OF MONEY.......... HOWEVER, I NEVER CARED ABOUT THAT. MONEY IS A MEAN, NOT A GOAL IN MY LIFE. GOING BACK TO MY NATIVE CONTRY WOULD HAVE BEEN VERY DIFFICULT TO ME, BUT I WAS READY TO TAKE THIS STEP, ONLY FOR MY BROTHER. THEN I UNDERSTOOD, I HAVE DONE THOUGHOUT MY LIFE ALL POSSIBLE THINGS FOR HIM AND OTHER PEOPLE TOO. SO I SUDDENLY ACEPTED THE SITUATION. HE IS IN GOD`S HANDS. I FEEL IN PEACE. I PRAY AND WISH HIM THE BEST WITH ALL MY LOVE.

Comment by Maria Hartman on December 9, 2008 at 9:57pm

I think they just might, no one elses is here w/us! LOL

Comment by POLINA TZAKOVA on December 9, 2008 at 8:54am

I am asking myself, DO PEOPLE FEAR TO SHARE THEIR FEELINGS???????
Something deep to analize...............

Comment by POLINA TZAKOVA on December 9, 2008 at 8:52am

Hi Maria! It`s nice to hear from you too! I have a new pair of glasses!!!!!!!!!!! Last night it was hot, really hot here and humid, 96.8 degrees F. Despite this, I walked blocks and blocks, I had the firm decision to get a new pair of glasses. I did it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! LOL!!!!!!!!!!!!! It`s great not to fear anything. I do not fear either. Light is everywhere. We only need the inner capacity to be aware of it.
SMILES, LOVE & LIGHT to you both!
Polina

Comment by Maria Hartman on December 9, 2008 at 1:31am

Hi Paulina,

It is good to hear from you. I too do not fear anything anymore, isn't it great? I was shoked about the dog and your glasses, but if you are light hearted about it, then good for you. i have things happen like that all of the time, and yes, I too can laugh about them. LOL! It does seem as though the light brings on all happiness and makes the worries dissapear, isn't it just fabulous! (SMILES TO YOU)! Namaste. Maria and Bryan

Comment by POLINA TZAKOVA on December 8, 2008 at 3:33pm

Hi Maria & Bryan! Is it a coincidence we both thought about feelings? I have a lot to share regarding this subject. Not today. I will write very, soon.
Dear friends, you cannot imagine how important is our friendship for me. I miss your news. I AM NOT CONFUSED ABOUT MY FEELINGS IN ANY SENSE. The past 10 years have been tough, I had time to undestand, know deeply myself and digest the most difficults matters. I do not fear. I face life and feeling with their shine and shadows. I know light always wins. This has kept me alive. Trying to be a better person every single day.
Something to laugh about: a dog broke my glasses, which I need for writing, one of the reasons, I cannot write a novel today!!!!!!!!!!!
With all my love to you both.
Polina

Comment by POLINA TZAKOVA on December 3, 2008 at 11:47am

HI MARIA & BRYAN! I FEEL EXACTLY THE SAME. NOW WE HAVE A PLACE TO SHARE OUR FEEINGS, TO CLEAN UNDER THE CARPET AND MAKE OUR SOUL LIGHT AND BRIGHT. I AM SO HAPPY TO SEE YOU HERE!
WITH LOVE&BLESSINGS.
POLLY
WITH ALL MY LOVE

Comment by Bryanjohnson on December 3, 2008 at 11:36am

Hi Polly, thank you for inviting us. I find this courios a that I am starting a new article on feelings. when I am done I will post it for people to read. many people get confused about there feelings when they are trying to improve there life. A lot of people think they have to sweep them under the carpet. it dont work like that. Anyway
much love and blessings
Bryan and maria

Comment by POLINA TZAKOVA on December 3, 2008 at 9:20am

THERE IS A SAYING IN SPANISH: "WHEN WE HARE OUR SORROW, ONTY THE HALF OF IT REMAINS. WHEN WE SHARE OUR JOY, IT BECOMES A DOUBLE JOY".
MAY THIS HELP US FEEL HAPPY.
POLINA